I sometimes wonder if things are still worth continuing. I know some people read this now, but even then, it doesn't bother me. I do wonder why some people are the way they are. I've been struggling to get it together and have been eating nothing or too much, and I haven't been sleeping well at all. I'm typing this up at 1:23 AM, so yippie. I just hope that I can just figure things out and continue doing things I wanna do. College has been boring for me right now and I feel like doing nothing, but at the same time, it's important. My motivation has decreased overall and I'm trying to figure out ways to get that fire burning. I wish them all well despite everything.

I made the comms sheet finally, although it isn't done style-wise. I just kinda don't care right now to make it stylish.

Payments are via CASHAPP $notmeaeiou. Pay half first and then the second half when I'm done. If you have more details about the request just let me know. If I have to I will deny any coms I don't wanna do or if I can't finish it I will refund the money. Enjoy :D

It was really fun! I had a ton of fun making it but god damn it was terrible. Soundcloud is magical

AHHHHHHH!! It's so cool to see a collab I was a part of making it to the front page! Awesome stuff. Also, I decided to stop taking my break from Discord. Still not going back to twitter or insta because they suck lol.

Making a mod with my friends. been having a lot of fun making it.

You can check some of it right here

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sNQME-kB0Ws

Life has been pretty good. I didn't think my passion for FnF would come back. It's rather crazy but yeah!

Sometimes people leave. Some close friends of mine blocked me without saying a word. Still not sure what happened but perhaps I did something to deserve it. It hurts but ultimately stuff doesn't work out. I didn't really wanna make a big deal with other friends so I just don't really bring it up unless it's my true close friends. I've done what they did before so it's not like "I DON'T DESERVE THIS WAHH". But ultimately I was also a shit-head for doing it. Communication is an important aspect of life, which most of the people I know including myself are horrible at. Ultimately I wish them well. Not just the people who blocked me but the bridges I've burned. Some of them didn't deserve it. I'm honestly fine with it though because I've learned that life has more to offer and that I dont need to look back all the time and feel regret. Things will be better for everyone I hope. I'll do my own thing like how they will. The only reason I type here is because I figured it's a good way to vent since most people won't see it lol. The CD-i project is almost done so I'm happy about that! Hoping to do a jjk cartoon next.

I've been continuing my break from social media like Twitter and Instagram has been nice. Staying in touch with friends has also been fun. Life is honestly pretty good. Continuing my progress in the CD-i collab has been fun too! I hope I can finish in time.

I've recently decided to catch up reading on this little Webtoon series I loved back in 2018-2019. I took a break from reading for like 5 years or so. I recently reread everything and it's just as good as I remembered it. I just wanted to make a blog post because I have nothing better to do so why not gush about a dumb web comic?

Link to the Webtoon: https://www.webtoons.com/en/canvas/scoob-and-shag/list?title_no=210827&page=5