I sometimes wonder if things are still worth continuing. I know some people read this now, but even then, it doesn't bother me. I do wonder why some people are the way they are. I've been struggling to get it together and have been eating nothing or too much, and I haven't been sleeping well at all. I'm typing this up at 1:23 AM, so yippie. I just hope that I can just figure things out and continue doing things I wanna do. College has been boring for me right now and I feel like doing nothing, but at the same time, it's important. My motivation has decreased overall and I'm trying to figure out ways to get that fire burning. I wish them all well despite everything.